I was never
aggressive or really changed my behavior when drunk.
The truth
is, I was.
There was
this argument once with my wife, I don´t even remember what was the reason but
I clearly remember her saying she did not find me in a bar and that she didn´t
want a drunk husband.
Most of the
time I wasn´t aggressive when drunk, but I did not want to get thinks worse. So
I conditioned myself into being calm when drinking.
The other
side of it was that I ended up being moody when not drinking.
Also I was
indeed moody when drunk, but I isolated myself so no one would see it or be affected
by it.
On my
wife´s argument. I ended up finding myself one counter argument. She did find
me in a barbecue at her friends and I really was drinking. Mather of fact, I
drunk on all of our first dates and
would drink in all of her family gatherings. She was right, I shouldn´t behave
as a stupid drunk. But, our social surroundings is full of drinking
opportunities. I was, in a way, a mere product of the environment.
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